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Results are in
Monday, Sept. 15, 2003, 11:27 AM

The results are in. I made a clean sweep. Yes!! I didn't just fail 1 subject, I didn't just fail 2. Oh no, I failed ALL of them. ALL, yes ALL.

Fail coursework 208, 209, 210, 211. Carry forward written paper 208, 209, 210, 211. Must attempt re-sits only at next entry. Not to proceed to level 3. Not to attempt final project.

That simply means that I don't have to rewrite the exams but I do have to redo the assignments. What makes them think I can do it now when I couldn't do it last year? Hello? I still don't know shit about java. I have to spend an entire year doing just assignments since I can't attempt any of my final year courses. And you know what really bites - I failed by 1 fucking mark in all but one of them and of course i failed that one by 2!!! Yes, it’s true the only the thing I'm good at is not being good at anything.

I don't feel disappointed at all because academic achievements have never felt like achievements for me (and the same for failures). I more feel embarrassed. I mean I knew I would not to well but I certainly didn't expect to fail every single one of my subjects.

The worst part is that it throws my life into a whole new pit of confusion. Yesterday I was worried about not being able to choose a topic for my final project (and of course actually doing it), i was worried about year 3. Now I have to go through fucking year 2 AGAIN and that means 2...two...twomore fucking years in Trinidad.

I thought I was done cursing myself before I started to write this but FUCK!! Just fucking Shit. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK


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