i spoke to TOH tonight [well last night since its already monday] and he asked me what porn i had on my pc coz apparently when he came i acted like there was stuff i didn't want him to see. which was kinda true. so in jest i told him i deleted all my porn b4 i came home and i thot he picked up on the joke (coz that's the way we talk sometimes) so he said what kinda porn was it. and i said it was gay porn and he asked me why gay porn. so i said coz i'm gay duh. and he said so why didn't u ever tell me u were gay (amazingly nonchalantly) that's when i realised that he was really taking me seriously. so i was like boy u actually believed that shit. and he's like yeah i eat all that. so i asked him if he would really be that cool about it if i was really gay and he said he doesn't like homosexuality (he's a christian) but he wouldn't treat me any different if i were.

pause and breathe D.

i had a similar convo with two of my very un-christian house mates(mac and tom) last week and tom said he would cut me off completely of i was gay and mac said she wasn't sure if she could handle that. essentially my christian friend was more accepting than my non-christian friends. perhaps the differnece is in the fact that TOH and i have known each other for more than 10 years whereas i have known mac and tom for a couple months.

in any case isn't TOH jus an incredibly great friend. i love him.

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