here's that long ass entry i've been ranting about. my pc still isn't set for dsl so i resorted to floppy and updated my diary layout and my website also. it only has a couple poems up on it and it will look like shit if u don't have the right fonts but plz check it out. now i'm off to learn how to make moving gif's then i'm gonna find me a sugar daddy to pay for my membership here so i can get banners.

so much to say and so little desire to type.

1) i intended to write an entry titled 'mac is back', when mac came back on monday. i was walking home from the grocery and this girl is walking towards me, she is wearing red and lookin good but i take no notice and return my eyes to the ground infront of me and suddenly remember mac "i wonder if she's coming back today". i look up again and theh girl smiles at me. it's mac. i smile.

2) tuesday was my last exam and it really sucked ass. besides the fact that i did not study, none of the stuff that i kinda knew came so i was in shit but i bullshitted my way through as many questions as i could.

3)tuesday night me and mac went to see matrix. if only i was a little more psychotik i would convince myself that it was some kind of date (you know). i still have the stubs from the cinema, i have not decided whether to keep em. i'll probably never see her again since she will have moved out by the time i get back later this year.
tom (another housemate - male) gave me all his CDs with music videos so i stayed up til about 4am copying them to my hard drive and dancing etc.

4)i spent wednesday packing my stuff and hanging out with tom and mac.we watched a movie called equilibrium and then signs on my computer and tom's til 12am. i tried to call my boy K but i couldn't get him. i felt really bad when the guy told me i had the wrong number coz i have not spoken to him for such a long time. i stopped seeing him on yahoo(where we met). then he sent me a message saying that something was wrong with his pc so he couldn't get online and i have not heard from him since.when i mail him it comes back coz his account is full(i guess coz he still can't get online-sigh). the weird thing is that i'd probably be tired of him by now if we were still talking every night but the lack of K in my diet has left me longing for him (type much melodrama D?). anyway i just hope he's not dead. i hope he calls. i hope he sends me a message.
i left my place around 3 this morning to go to my aunts place so she could drop me at the airport for my 7am flight. 5)thank God for direct flights. i got to the airport around 6:15 and got to SLU some time after 8:00. the flight was on time and it was only 50 mins long. so i'm home now. my kid bro has grown another inch and is now taller than I. i need much sleep because i neglected my bed alot this week but ofcourse i will continue to resist the urge to sleep. i have to stop now coz my bro wants me to exercie with him.
today's depressing news: i am skinny at 132lbs, when i came home for xmas i was at 128 (very depressing) today i weigh 125.....shit!

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