fuck.... shit.... fuckshit!!! why all the profanity? i just got home from making out with a guy. yes, D finally had his first gay encounter and it was totally fucked. i mean the guy was even cuter than the pic he sent and he was nice and everything. but i guess i wish i had done it differently. i should have gotten to know him better first and i should have let him know what exactly i wanted first but i really didn't feel comfortable sayin it out loud especially since i only met him online last night (i.e. 3AM).

as soon as i got home i washed my hands coz i kept thinking about where my hands had been, then i spit a lot coz i feel like i can still feel his tongue in my mouth. then i got in the shower and brushed my teeth and my tongue, again to get the feel of his tongue in my mouth out and i had to shower anyway coz I'd probably smell of cum.

what was it like? we talked a bit first then he asked me what i wanted to do and there was a bit of : "what u want to do?", "anything, what u wanna do?" - that kinda thing. so he we decided to kiss and he said lie down on the bed and we kissed and it was fucked up. it wasn't good and it wasn't bad. i really don't get the whole kissing thing. (note to self: yes that was your first kiss, remember it!) but i kept doing it. he looks so cute with his facial hair (i mean grrr..) but getting it in my mouth was not fun. but i kept doing it. then he took his dick out and put my hand on it...then he took mine out and after a [very short] while i'm like 'shit, what is that?' and then boom. i guess having someone else do it for a change was too much for me. anyway so we got that cleaned up and more clothes disappeared and i got on top of him...more kissing (i.e. more [cute] moustache lips in my mouth) then he wanted me to suck his nipples so he kinda just pushed my head down. note to self: you do like loud sex after all coz i woulda preferred if he had said it rather than indicated. so i'm sucking on his nipples and whoa!... more hair in my mouth. but i kept doing it. ok so i liked the sucking part although i think he was enjoying it way more than me coz he wanted me to keep doing it long after i was bored doing that. but i kept doing it. i think he's a bottom (another reason i should have gotten to know him better first) coz he had his legs spread open like a real slut when i got on top of him, which was actually kinda fun to see.

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