see, i can handle living alone, well at least the being alone part, which i was never worried about. i was here all by myself for about 2 days, from sat afternoon till mon. afternoon and i was kool. when they left i rearranged the house to serve my purposes and cleaned up the place and sat down to do my work (which i have not done enough of considering the amount of time i was here alone).

i spent way too much time online, mostly chattin. i met a really kool guy and i think we talked for several hours during the last 2 days. i'd say more about that but i can't get over being paranoid about my friends readin this.

anyway back to what i was really talkn about. i can take care of housekeeping stuff like cleaning and washing my clothes and dishes. i'm comfortable now with paying bills and goin to the bank and getting that kind of stuff organised. i think i'm pretty much kool with shopping although i really hate doing that kind of thing (basically anything that requires making choices and/or dealing with people esp. the 'i-cant-help-you-coz-i'm-too-preoccupied-with-hatin-my-job' type people). dealing with the people living in the building will be ok coz i'll just be the same way i am at school: ignore then until/unless they talk to me first and then try my best to pretend like i can handle myself in social situations if they do, half of them will probably perceive me as a snob which is cool as long as they leave me alone. ok so i guess the only thing left is eating which is the only thing my mother (and me) is worried about. i can cook but i probably won't due the whole shopping issue and i'm not used to cooking for one(feels like a waste of time/effort). so yeah, i think i can live by myself. with my cousin in the building it still won't really be alone but her being there will probably solve the cooking thing.

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